Control

(Available this weekend 11th-12th July, bookings from 10am till 5pm)

Weird post this one's gonna be, because it's one of those head things I can do nothing about... because it's going on inside your head ! I can give pointers if I know a better or different way to have you best enjoying yourself during your session... but I can't make you do it.

Explain to me this one, or think about it at least, I haven't fully figured it out yet... Happens with men who've learnt they love pleasure, but haven't yet learnt to give someone else the control of giving it. Not utterly a submissive thing... but that's often a part of the fun of it.

Lay on your tummy and, as there's nothing much else to look at you close your eyes, things start to get comfy... the judders and quivers start (more on that in a minute) and you're away... you've lost it. Given over to the pleasure being done to you... and you didn't know it could be so easy.

But then I turn you over, oh you're fully back in the real and pleasurable world you know. If you open your eyes you've now a view... Oh yes, feast your eyes on those boobs... mmm the massage is great... Oh baby ! She's doing wonders with my....

But all the time the pleasure's intensifying in your nethers... where did the judders and quivers go ? Nowt wrong, I just wanna know where they go ? The added stimulation of vision... you really don't want to miss watching... but another day, perhaps try it another way. I don't mind, it's your massage.. but thinking can take over very easily when you're in control... losing control and becoming a writhing mess (pre-ejaculate please) on my table so is a pleasure to have created and I really do have pride when I give you fellas a session unlike you've experienced before... But you have to let me.

On to more of the....

'If you always do what you've always done, you'll always get what you always got'

I'm getting worse apparently. Oh the getting worse as in getting better of course ! Something in the devilment stakes and the best helping you get a good one going... believe it or not I've got less wordy ! (yeah right !!) I have ! Learning arousal's been my thing and with practice, on you lovely chaps, I can now nick out of my head in and easy 4 or 5 word sentence (read that if they need to act upon them, men prefer short direct sentences... especially at a time like this) a good thing to get you doing or thinking that's gonna tip you... not every 'you' who I address these blogs to... the particular you who's on my couch. Again, the less in control you are mentally (ideally not able to hold a conversation with me... unable to even say a word coherently is even better !) the more effective my doings are... I can't really ever do anything wrong, just not always to the moves best ability.

I played with a new one today. A new doing. It's been my thing for ages to get those guys who traditionally lay completely still... of course that's natural for most of us for some time during a massage until you get into it... but there really does come a point when I need to see your bum cheeks doing at least those small micro quivers and your toes doing the trots ! But there's some fellas who remain immobile for quite some time and I see it as a personal challenge to have them move and loose it a bit in the writhing. Quite satisfactory when that happens.. specially when it surprises them !

Aah shall I deviate with a quick thought that's come to me.. yeah why not !

Often... when a first time ever erotic massage guys comes visiting me and has one of those body quivering explosive experiences, so I'm told by him when ever it is he comes back.. that I freaked him out afterwards ! Erm... that's not really what I'm intending to do ?! But so the conversations seem to go that in the thinking what happened afterwards, the level of arousal he'd given over and got. with me.. in an hour session.... with a perfect stranger... This has never happened to him in however many years... how the heck did he let me do that... and more important, how the heck did I do it !! ... Truth is, I don't know... I just can.

Back from the deviants... oops deviation ! My new doing that I did today.... This fella's a wriggler... I've seen him a few times now and know the good eroticising he can handle. Now to set the scene without being too personal about me, I like to play with my own arousal as much as I like playing with yours. I learn stuff. One of the things I learnt is... when you're a wriggler, forcing yourself to stay still, forcing yourself to take the more pleasure just when you want to back away from it.... seeing it thru feels so much different from how you expect it to be. The intensity may or may not get unbearable for a second (I'm not always talking about sensitivity, that's a different sensation if it's the unpleasant sensitivity) ...but teaching yourself to ride the waves of intensity, actually keeping the pleasure held in you and going with it when you'd normally be wriggling and writhing all over the place.... surreal.. a different pleasure indeed, that if you learn and grow with... for me, that's simply another way of losing yourself... losing control of what's being done to you.... Your mind does get lost !

It's something I've worked on... and guys who visit and come back again for the more tantric type erotic sessions get it too... I think of it as a kind of body ...well I was gonna say surrender, but I don't think you'll all get what I mean by that... but the pleasure.. simply it's just a different pleasure... and discovering a different pleasure indeed fires up the neurones... and I so believe that once linked and fired... these charges do like to keep setting themselves off again !

Try being experimented on... get to see what else you can do !

If you already know and want to be impressed... I like a challenge !!

On that thought... goodnight ! ...and it's not even late... not too hot either so nice


Lilly x

Gentlemen of Pleasure

Ok, I must admit, there is a certain amount of streamlining my work that's gone into this new thing I've been playing with... Let me introduce to you my very own Gentlemen's Club, I'm quite chuffed with it as whilst I knew my website was capable of letting me have one, I didn't realise the facilities to use it would be quite so efficient.

Since my venture to London the other week I've had rather too many emails asking when I'm coming back again.. I did what any sensible person would do and replied saying I'd remember to mail them back with my next dates and then I made a new folder in my emails place saying 'London' and put them all in there. But the list's been growing and I got to thinking... these are only the guys who've specifically written and asked me.. what about the others who 'just wanna know' without having to be nice in asking me personally just quite yet and don't want to have to keep checking back on my site for announcements....

Then of course ideas elaborate and my Gentlemen's Club was formed... only me in it at the moment (Edit - I have company !) ...I've turned the fire down, the wingback chair's are pretty darn comfy... Oh you won't be needing a newspaper and you're all driving so the alcohol's just for decoration... But there's more !

To be even nicer... as I generally usually am... I've decided to offer those who join the club a discount on any first booking, or next booking if we've already met... I'm able to email you with those all important 'I'm going to be in London on...' (or wherever) dates so you don't miss them... and EXCLUSIVE club member discounts and offers as and when I fancy doing them... Oh yes... did all that sell it to ya ?

I'm sure there's more I can do with it.. there's extra pages I can make and stuff especially for members, but while there's only me sitting on the chair... I'd be feeling a bit silly writing words on a screen that no one gets to be reading ;o)

So join me...


Lilly x

Being Early...

There's times when a client turns up a bit early due to easy traffic and calls me from that nearby road I give saying 'I'm here !'... Being 10-15 minutes before a booking time is generally fine as I don't take bookings back to back anyway, I like to give myself half hour between booking times so I won't just have shooed out my previous client as the next walks thru the door...

A bit early doesn't translate tho to being 35 minutes early today and half an hour early the other day too, neither had given a 'Lilly I'm gonna be really early, not just a bit early' warning. Specifically with clients who've travelled a long way to visit I'm going to have to stop offering that I can be called before the booking time if the traffic's easier than expected. I've only offered this to the first client of the day or if I had a big gap in between bookings that I couldn't see another client between, it was my 'being nice' to save guys waiting around... Being 10-15 minutes early is still fine, but since both of the guys I said it to recently turned up so very early and both times while I was busy having my other life and had not tidied her away into being Lilly yet.... Sorry but it does still knock me for six what to do with a fella being that much early as there's no where round here for me to send him to entertain himself. I'm not going to be ready to see him.. I nearly said rarely ready but fellas still see this as a green light... just like inviting guys to come bit early can be 35 minutes.

When a fella knows he's going to be early, does he remember women plan their 'getting ready' time, poodling around doing all the 'important' stuff and every single minute is valued ? If yes he does the decent thing. The decent thing was done to me by a regular client the other week. He'd made our usual 7pm booking but I got a text from him at 6.15pm asking would I be ready to see him if he came over earlier, I simply texted back 'How soon ?' and got the 15 minutes reply to which I said fine come on over. Not too hard and very much as I said, the decent thing. If fellas remember to do the decent thing... do you think I have a problem in seeing them early if I can ?

If your time's not accounted for or accounted after... remember.. being 30 minutes early is extra time to wind down in your car or take a stroll, means more time on my couch relaxed and aroused as you've already done some unwinding before getting here... It's all about taking time to slow down for a bit isn't it ? Like getting stuck in traffic or sitting on a train really... it's nothing time... doesn't have to be thought of as wasted time...

Have a lovely day... just don't get anywhere too soon

And a good lesson I learnt about 3 or 4 years ago... you can't rush fate !


Lilly x

Been using my camera...

Was sunny this morning, and you know that's a good time to be taking pictures surely ! And that was my only excuse !! Well that and I was editing a page on my website and there was a gap that needed filling with a new picture...

So you'll find this new pic (the un-toyed with version) on my websites My Feedback page and the rest of the best of the 'messing around' pictures are in my Private Gallery on AdultWork. Yes it costs a £1 to see them but hey... come on, I've got a picture of my face in there, and well... not everyone wants to see that now do they ;o)


Lilly x

Wanna do it again !

Thoroughly enjoyed myself in London last week... was good for a change to have a bit of structure to my day. The getting up at 6.15am to have the cab waiting for me at 8.15am (yes I do fart arse around for 2 hours in the morning.. is essential for the chilled out me not to be rushing and I like 2 big mugs of coffee) and hopping on the train at 8.45am... I've not had a structured week of mornings like that for YEARS... easily 10, and I must admit, I quite liked it. Oh wholly something I couldn't do every day as I did do it for years too, but was a nice change to have dedicated room for thoughts where I couldn't do much else for a couple of hours each day (sitting on the train to London and back again), the time really does pass quickly and is actually quite refreshing.. not the best word to describe, but it's early and I'm only on my first cup of coffee...

What I found interesting to experience was what I was capable of and how I assumed, on past experience, I'd be feeling. I quite honestly thought in commuting Knightsbridge to Brighton for 7 days would have me completely knackered by the end of the week... I thought I'd get all sweaty and frustrated getting my massage couch, towels and other stuff up and back again on the train (they're blinkin' heavy ya know !) ..but I was good with it all... realising that it was the old Lilly who'd taught me she'd have difficulty doing all this stuff... the new Lilly doesn't still quite know what she's capable of... oh the lengths of amusement in discovering... Haha yet to come !

Am I going to do a return trip to London... ? You bet yers I am ! Can't promise when yet as I'm waiting for the nod... but my next date is likely to be in July so if you're of a mind, make a note of me however you can :o)

Have a good week all... oh and that extra hour I got to lay in this morning.... made me feel all yawny when I got up !


Lilly x

A fine pleasuring !

To surprise the initiated, a pat on the back indeed...

"The ultimate self-indulgence for any red bloodied male... you just have to experience the body massage... mind blowing.. be prepared to be taken, both physically and mentally, to a wonderful sensuous place you've never been before.... Lilly unlocks secret passages.."

You'll find his full review here... Field Report

Thank you that man !

Being in London this week the blinking tube strike isn't appreciated and I was prepared for nightmares this morning, even printed myself off a Google map to walk the journey.. I'm commuting daily this visit, being my first, next time I'll stay up here, will decide how to do futures after doing one of each.

Well this morning I was expecting right fun and games, got out of the station and indeed the queue for taxis was about 40 or 50 long... so a tip I'd got from the driver yesterday was to simply walk round the corner, so I did and got one, easy off and almost straight away.. Well there was me, turning my Google map around and around looking to identify the road name ahead of me that I was squinting afar to see (was a long way, am not short or long sighted - whichever it is !) that wasn't typed on my map anyway... and there was the lovely yellow light toodling along the road... Out flung my arm and he was aside me... and then the rain started ! Oh happy me !!

Hope you all get easy enough to where you want to be today and tomorrow, be that behind your desk or merrily slugged out and legs akimbo on my couch !

Had to do the obligatory visit to Rigby and Peller today, the Royally Appointed braziers in Knightsbridge... There is a huge reason I get my kit of with you fellas... saves me untold in sexy 'Lilly' undies ! But the real me need a new bra and a fitting too.. wasn't too happy with the size I'd been wearing... no way the same feeling of course, but imagine you've a fitted shirt on and the collar's too big and the arm length is too short... My bust measurement is 34" but to not get marks on me when whipping it on and off all day I was wearing a 36" but it was too big and the 34"'s I had were too rigid... My favorite bra make is Prima Donna but they've a price attached so you need to get it right... so I got the boobs properly fitted... and I'm a 34F. I love the professional way they get hold of you and 'put' you into the bra... most satisfactory and the boobs are looking pretty darn good ! And I bought myself the matching panties too ! ...For the occasion to show them off... well ... :o)

Oh Harrods Belgian chocolate display tastes as good as it looks ! ..more will be sampled !


Lilly x

Oh ! My-my !!

Lush-lush-lush !!! I am sooo looking forward to being in Knightsbridge next week ! For very many reasons, particularly the chocolate and sweetie sections !!

Oh boy yes I've been losing all this weight, but do you not think I've had some chocolate ?!! Funny you enjoy the naughty, velvety, lush, richness of it far more when you don't just gulp it down. I can't do without the odd picnic bar personally, oh and Marks and Spencer and Sainsbury's do this wonderful chocolate pud with chocolate sauce, mousse and sponge... oh come one... don't begrudge me my yummm!!! 's ;o)

So for sure next week you'll be finding me drooling over the choccy displays in Harrods and picking myself little boxes of somethings... Friends have told me about certain eatery bits I 'must' visit within the store too and, well... I can only say ...I hope mobile signals work in there !!

Been noticing some funny compliments these past few weeks.... Oh of course I like 'em, I'm female after all and we like compliments ! But odd things tweak me as the guys got the jist, essence ..whatever, of what I do and then putting it into easy quick words... that's the bit I like !

First off I was called a facilitator... Ok the discussion we were having (après orgasm) was about him being on some kind of a bodily discovery journey. Guys seem to get to an age and the question comes up 'Is this really my lot ?' and I mean that question to cover all the angles of being touched enough, what more does my body like being done to it and just how aroused can I handle getting !?! (Yah now THAT's the devilishly good one for me !!) This concept of discovery seems to be a popular reason for fellas visiting, and he was saying that by simply giving himself over, laying there and letting me do my stuff... I was indeed a facilitator, allowing him to peak thru doors he didn't know were there, or doors he'd been tip-toeing around opening and wanting someone to take the bull by the horns and take him thru... oh bull has me thinking of other stuff I've been playing around with recently, my latest fascination of taking more control of... men's balls ! But we'll leave that topic for another blog....

The second compliment that stuck was 'I actually forgot you were there !' For those nibbits (not a word but I like it ) of moments, however long they be, when you can be so drifted into the sensations that you become this whole erogenous zone, whose brain has lost track of being 'in the real world'.... and to be so absorbed by touch that there's no-one doing it to you... inhibitions of letting out how aroused you are, gone... oh come on... that's nice !!

I love it enough watching a fella quite distractedly wriggling and writhing his arse around to my touch of it... completely amusing... but to me, those moments where you can loose it (and I'm not in control of this, your brain is !) and become this thing where your body's taken over... well simply, that's my take on tantric. Not the spiritual side, I don't get that... but those moments... exploring and growing them... that's why guys come back ! To get deeper !! For sure, the first visit can be a fairground ride of gasps and 'What's she gonna do next ?'... and to me, the ending utterly is a showing of all that's gone before. The relaxation, the build-up, the arousal... loosing inhibitions...

The amount of guys who come here saying they have difficulty relaxing or letting go... that's the thing, letting go... In doing erotic stuff for about 2 years now I've gotten good at giving those easy few words to remind you to do something different, the easy new one I spotted the other day was another way to relax you holding your shoulders tight in anticipation.. feeling that I'm 'doing' something to you, not getting lost in what I'm doing... and with guys who hold on to their orgasm, for only the fear of visibly letting go and letting it out... I enjoy 'nicking' these orgasms... befuddling you with the different touches on your most sensitive part... till I spot an unaware moment you're having... so I nick it ! Ha !! The surprise of the released.. whatever it is, is most satisfactory !

Ok they're the ones I wanted to get out and word up for the moment... I'm out of ponderings so best I finish my coffee and get on with the day.

Wish me luck in London, hopefully my reputation will have carried me that far, and I'll be back in Brighton on the 15th June.

Have a great week all !


Lilly x